I am literally in tears thinking about the fact that I’m going to be waking up in my boyfriend’s bed without him in it and have to pack up my things and go off to Orono without a proper goodbye. Like…do I really have 6 more weeks of stupid school? And stupid babysitting? And being in stupid class for a stupid amount of time per day. I’m ready to give up. I’ve bitten off more than I can chew and I’m pretty ready to stop. I’m so over school and being away from the only thing that makes me happy anymore. (If you’re thinking it’s my boyfriend I’ve fooled you.) I’m homesick and miss being around my mom and dad and grandma and I guess my brothers. I kinda wished I spent the first week with Jayson and the second week with my family. I really miss them and I don’t know if I’m ready to live in Orono away from them again. Everythings different and changing and I don’t like it. Break down #2 and I’m not even back in Orono yet. Yummy. This will be an awesome 6 weeks until summer. NOT. *Borat voice* Ugh.